Is it Irony?

Nah. Can't be. Can it?
But yeah. Life sure can take sudden turns sometimes. It's almost as if I anticipated this one though. It wasn't more than a couple of days ago I wrote it. Carpe diem. Appreciate life. That's why it feels so ironic. It is a fickle thing. Life that is.

Well. I was sure taken by surprise. Again. I should have learned by now, shouldn't I? That's the greatest problem of the optimist. We hope. We believe, despite knowing better. And still, we're actually surprised when it turns out the exact same way as it always have. Mystery, isn't it?

Maybe I am feeling a bit... selfish. Slightly bitter. And just a small amount of depressed. I wish I could wallow in selfpity. I actually really wish I could right now. But I can't. Instead I take it with a huge amount of morbid humor. 'Cause I can't take it in any other way. It's... just life, I guess.


"I scream at the sky, it's easier than crying."